11/26/08

dream a little dream of ..mine

好想要一個假期,一個悠閒的假期
不用多,一星期就好。

好想一整天都留在家,關掉電話,一個人就好。
然後什麼productive的東西也不做,整天只hea和做自己喜歡的事,
不用計較太陽下山了要趕哪裡趕什麼理誰人。
一天悠閒地任由時間慢慢過。
我不需要充實的一天。

好想把所有想看又不夠時間/金錢看的電影看個夠,
然後把看過又喜愛的電影再看一遍。
好懷念那段一天能看3/4部電影的那段日子。

好想把堆積在家想看又沒時間的書看遍
仔細嘴嚼當中的一文一字,好好感受一本書。
也可把不夠時間看的過期雜誌細看一遍
不用靠車上僅餘的垃圾時間掀書

好想坐在家中的HIFI前,閉上眼睛
隨relexing 的classical 和 jazz 好好休息
再為著我最愛的punk/rock/pop而激動(or感動)。


好想好想要這樣的一個長假讓我好好作夢
好想避世。

11/16/08

16/11

I LOVE 泥鰍 TAXI!!!
its the greatest invention in 21 century's TY
13mins from langham place to home.
unbelievable


left be4 2 am, too early ?
i really dun mind ppl smoke,
juz hated smelling like an ash tray afterward.

11/11/08

11/11

got sooo much to do n everything's going crazy.....

極高興期待已久的秋天終於來臨數天 !
整個人心情好了...要穿最CARZY的大衣 !!

sunday, family day !

巧遇潮爆大叔

















心血來潮想起了它的名字,是天意嗎 ?

逛了八間樓上書店才找到的《蒙馬特遺書
一本遺書也這麼難找呀...




















不易讀的一本書
都是那種要經歷過才會明白。
不明白的,再看也不過是一堆肉麻的文字。
邱妙津的文字有一種力。
正如不少書評所說,看過了會令人憂鬱。
看過第一書已在心口長了一層烏雲,直令人喘不過氣 ...

11/2/08

Change ?

all i wanna say is : I HATE MY LIFE

1. i dun have a wealthy family like the others whose can support them to take language classes n i really really really want to take a course in AF !!!!

2. i had to work part time to support myself since i was 15

3. i live in the most secluded area of the city that i have to get up earlier than others and go home earlier than others cuz' the last bus is at 12:25 . even the 7-11 here is not 24/7 !!!!!!!!!

4. the job used up my time that i dun even have enough time to sleep but i cant live without it cuz' i dun have money

5. i have dreams than never come true.

6. im not smart, pretty nor skinny enough that make me popular

7. the weather is so damn miserable it nearly suffocated me



damn, im out of control.
so im changing my attitude
im going to change the 'HATE' to 'LOVE'

refering to the list above ,


1. i have the best (penniless) parents on earth that they never speak of 'divorce' and gave me the very best they can afford.

2. i have a decent job, it gave me the experiences that not a tutor job can give n it might help a bit 4 my career. n im kinda proud that i can support myself.

3. i've got plenty of chance to practice time management.

4. the air here is good, good 4 health, mate

5. well, at lease i have dreams, dreams to dream of n fight 4

6. um... there's plenty of ugly ppl in the world lol. n i love myself juz the way i am.
and..... i have friends that really cares abt me.

7. im gonna imagine theres a big shinny sun inside my soul.


heard that the lily next class is trying to tell herself 'im happy' at the beginning of the day to make herself happy, or technically, convince herself to be happy.
i dunno whether this work or not but im gonna try.
if it doesnt work than i'll juz pretend that it works n i'll be so ducking happy 4 the way i live.
um... pretending is way better than complaining, isnt it ?

after all, god gave me much more than i deserve,n i have a better life than most of the world's population
i should be grateful 4 this