all i wanna say is : I HATE MY LIFE
1. i dun have a wealthy family like the others whose can support them to take language classes n i really really really want to take a course in AF !!!!
2. i had to work part time to support myself since i was 15
3. i live in the most secluded area of the city that i have to get up earlier than others and go home earlier than others cuz' the last bus is at 12:25 . even the 7-11 here is not 24/7 !!!!!!!!!
4. the job used up my time that i dun even have enough time to sleep but i cant live without it cuz' i dun have money
5. i have dreams than never come true.
6. im not smart, pretty nor skinny enough that make me popular
7. the weather is so damn miserable it nearly suffocated me
damn, im out of control.
so im changing my attitude
im going to change the 'HATE' to 'LOVE'
refering to the list above ,
1. i have the best (penniless) parents on earth that they never speak of 'divorce' and gave me the very best they can afford.
2. i have a decent job, it gave me the experiences that not a tutor job can give n it might help a bit 4 my career. n im kinda proud that i can support myself.
3. i've got plenty of chance to practice time management.
4. the air here is good, good 4 health, mate
5. well, at lease i have dreams, dreams to dream of n fight 4
6. um... there's plenty of ugly ppl in the world lol. n i love myself juz the way i am.
and..... i have friends that really cares abt me.
7. im gonna imagine theres a big shinny sun inside my soul.
heard that the lily next class is trying to tell herself 'im happy' at the beginning of the day to make herself happy, or technically, convince herself to be happy.
i dunno whether this work or not but im gonna try.
if it doesnt work than i'll juz pretend that it works n i'll be so ducking happy 4 the way i live.
um... pretending is way better than complaining, isnt it ?
after all, god gave me much more than i deserve,n i have a better life than most of the world's population
i should be grateful 4 this
